i've been suffering from sleepless nights. don't really know why. maybe i'm just too frigging anxious. i'm afraid i dont get into either NUS or SMU. it's really scary ok? i'm currently scheming for Joyce's bday, which will be impt, since it's block leave time for class guys.needs scheming eh? i'm trying to seek the co-operation of certain pple.
cos once i get worried about one thing, i get worried about another. like i'm a worrier.. this is an inborne life hazard, you dont really want it to happen to you.
so yeah, all the talk about not worrying about getting into uni cos it's beyond my control, and it's frigging up to those pple in the administration to choose me, is kinda falling apart. i do get anxious, cos i cant go overseas. unless some A.N.G.E.L. comes down and shower money on me... sigh...
this is getting worst. my eyes are hardly open at this moment... i'm getting really tired. i hope i can collapse on the bed and sleep till like 10 or 11 am tmr and just head down to sailing after that...
Qn of the day: If i leave one day, and never return, will you miss me? BE HONEST...