it was really strange, when i stepped into school at SP.
i don really know what i was truly afraid abt.. till now...
i was afraid of not being accepted. all thanks to Matt's talk about how JC grads are ostracised by those sec. school kids. i was damn afraid. even when he kept trying to get my to go, i wouldn't. i just refused to budge, till he spoke to me abt appealing and giving it a go... oh how much i believe this fren of mine. sometimes, i seriously think i just fall into his traps... like how dears are dumbfounded when staring into the approaching headlights and believe they have just died. no wonder they die....
so anyway, i've managed to make a few frens... hopefully i can call them tt. my class is fun. but er... separated into camps, kinda thing. so it's kinda weird. but sigh, doesnt it always happen? not all classes can function like 02A04. that's y i still think about those days....

enjoying myself. don worry. everyday is like i make a new discovery. wish it could stay this way... an i'll be blessed...

yes phyl, i'll seriously think about what u say. just to let u know, i've not been on the losing end of that thing before. so i hope to make sure tt it's like very certain, then i'll advance. like in chess. so i'll end up calling the shots.... have fun with Mar ok?!