:)

for that one moment, i did not trick myself in believing that i've attained paradise for the day. :)

i find myself extremely at ease with the work i've done today. that little masterpiece. though i doubt i'd be as happy when i wake up tomorrow.

but it's part of being perfectionist. that need to recreate that satisfied, contented feeling. that feeling of calm and quiet when i look at the finished work.

i'll work at the essay when i wake up tomorrow. and it will be such a nice little way to start off the new day.. by being overly critical with myself. so there's none left for you. and i'm doing you a favor, because it ain't too nice to spread the dissatisfaction and/or unhappiness around. :)