never was. never will be.

do you feel like crying all the time? congratulations if you dont.

cos i do.

this house is not a home. never was, and never will be.

for 2 years, it's been like that. perhaps even more so now..

maybe if i ceased to exist in this house, everything would be better. everyone will be happier.. disown me, kick me out. whatever. do what you must to make yourself happy. cos it's easier to keep my upset all the time than for me to see everyone unhappy- all the fucking time.