so. anw.

i'm sick as some of u already know.

fever, sorethroat, cough and flu.

after Grace got warded into hospital i keep having the fear that i'd be next. that i need to be ultra careful with myself.

i'm not fragile but everytime i step into the hospital i smell death. i guess there's always the fear of looking it in the face and wondering when it'd come.

not gonna be training tmr. hoping to recover by tues so that i'll be ready for competition on wednesday.

loads of tough modules ahead. hoping to do better than this semester. it really starts to sink in when you mom keeps saying that she's upset that you're not on the honor roll that yeah you prolly didnt place in enough effort this time.

thought i spotted Nath yesterday when i was out at orchard with Chweng and gRace. oh well. nth much to talk about between the two of us anyway. i guess overtime when you don work at friendships, you end up wif nth to talk abt. so i hope he's happy with whoever he's with now. ( yeah i saw the girl.)

gonna go off. perspiring like i've just visited the suana. does that mean i'm getting better? hopefully so...