it is at times you find yourself losing control of yourself.. that you no longer know who you are.. that suddenly the person staring back at you in the mirror is but just another face you'll see in a day..

it's kind of a strange feeling when i woke up yesterday morning. kind of not knowing who i was. it felt really weird. yes. it was like i couldn't recognise myself. and i got a little shocked. so i crawled back into bed and laid there for awhile. and went back to sleep. maybe it was a dream within a dream. that kind of thing. that feeling.

got up feeling fine after. thank god. i thought i lost myself. i thought i was going crazy. maybe i am. but not as quick as i expected. but maybe slow is good, so my friends can see more of the sane me and remember it when i'm no longer one of them.

~live like you'll die tomorrow cos you never know when you're really gonna go~