i'll check with the weather

sitting in the lecture where most people wore the 'glazed over' look which my law lecturer used to describe while giving out assignment briefs, it provided a wee bit of time for introspection.

#1.
i do admit that i'm highly mischevious, even to the point of hurting people. it's the whole 'think before you speak' phenomenon that's leeched itself onto my playful nature.

#2.
i do admit that i have hurt people, as much as i wish to be in denial-pretending i don't know what's going on in hopes of skirting around the issue(s). but i do know that i need to address the matter of others' feelings (yes, it's all coming back to haunt me now- so not funny) and learn to also ensure that others know that i know, in ways of not hitting all the wrong buttons (#3).

#3.
i do admit that being forever 8 means that i would try to test the boundaries occasionally and push all the wrong buttons.. all at the wrong time. which would lead back to #2.


and if you link #1. #2. and #3. together, i would present to you my greatest problem. constantly falling short of being funny.

so, to conclude my self-reflection session, i will check with the weather (everytime i wish to be mischevious), so i won't end up on the wrong side of the clouds- without an umbrella.

[ so i finally agree with lydia- although all she had said at 0100 hours could have been a farce (i was fighting my eyelids by then, forgive me), if not for the introspection time 25 dollars bought me today. sigh, why does she (almost) always have to be proven right?! (not that it's not a good thing..) ]