sometimes, we might seem like we're the protagonists. cos we're more impulsive, more wilful, more temperamental.
 
but it comes to the point in time, when the apparent 'weak and meeks' can't keep the facade for long. like a pressure flask, dropped on the floor, it would explode. and then, the truth will be 'unleashed'.
 
it doesn't matter what you've done wrong in others' eyes, cos the greater mass see the truth, and knows that the fault does not lie solely on you, but also on others. and just cos you possess the above 'bad' traits, they've always thought you the bad sheep.
the wolf under sheep's skin can't remain there for long. cos it would get too hot for him, and he needs to come out from under it. like what the chinese say, zi bao bu zu hong ru huo ( the paper cant contain the fire).
 
you're not wrong to have tried your best to make things work. cos at least you've tried, and when you walk away, you know it does not lie in you to change things.
 
REFLECT!' have you ever thought the problem may not solely lie in others. but actually is in you?' it's time, as mature pple, and what Shu Fen(da Jie) says ' you're gonna be 20 next yr, u're not gonna have the 1 on front anymore' reflect on ourselves and see what we've done wrong.
 
pushing the blame wont work. and don run. face your fears. be it having to jump off a cliff, or to climb a mountain( John Edwards feared height, but he still climbed Mount Kilimajaro), or having to face to the fact that your relationship din work out with this guy/girl you're with cos it was your fault. Face it! we're only facing issues on the micro level. the greatest macro problem we've faced was prolly our A lvls. there's more macro ones to come. learn to seek closure with your micro ones, then you'll learn to seek closure with your macro pitfalls.
 
i've come to terms with certain things. some micro, certain macro. i'll not force things.
cos everything placed in our way, and that we learnt from them, are in God's ways of guiding his children.

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LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE- JET
 
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove
 
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
 
Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose
 
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
 
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone