and there goes my last powerbar. felt really hungry a moment ago and i just went for it. sigh, resisting the temptation's really tough.due to the lack of timely meals, im on the brink of anorexia.perhaps i'll faint halfway through school and need to be put on a drip (or sth like that).

so anw, ive come to realize the importance of solitude. it provides comfort, time for reflection and also recuperation actually.getting the hang of it.actually i'd better get the hang of it, since Joyce will be leaving and Wk's going to army( Sing the damned song!).

Joyce and Hid and I are having girls' NITE OUT next thurs. so pls do not dampen our spirits by throwing something that we have to deal with when we can actually have fun due to the long weekend. It's Hid's bday next wednesday. so much of me being a friend.i actually forgot abt it,though i know tt it's in the last half of january.( pls don shoot me for being so bad at dates).

cant believe it. come 6 mths, i'll be 20. the big 2-O. my greatest fear for years. i remembered James telling me once, 'why are u so freaked by it? u SHUD be happy, and u'd better be, cos you cant turn back.' actually it's pretty true. i don regret the things ive done over the years, except for maybe making certain wrong moves when it came to planning a path in sailing. nonetheless, i don really regret the stuff ive done, and the stuff ive said, cos ive became better over time through the lessons that ive been dealt. =)