how to know when there's too much..

when there's a point when giving up seems like a fantastic idea.

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i don't know why i'm feeling this way now. perhaps i'm feeling quite helpless with a lousy writing arm. it's hurting like mad after some guy bumped into me real hard on monday evening.

the pain really started on wednesday. and it refuses to go away. a check with the psy. says that it's a recurrance of an old injury ( had it before. once. when i got flung off while trying to pull a rope).

it's hurting so much.. even making a submission doesnt help at all. i'm in so much pain.

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and fighting back tears is all i can do..