decisions.

and when everything seems to be becoming a blur. it's best to take a step back. sit down and have a coffee. like one of those little eateries you'd see along an expressway off some other country ( not here anyway).

perhaps at times it's far easier if you don't make the decisions. because there's the guilt, being stolen from you. taken into someone else's hands. maybe that's how people try to alleviate pain.

i'm not God. i don't know. i can only speculate.

i don't know whether i did right. but by convincing myself that it was the right thing to do, i hope i can sleep soundly tonight.

and i'd wake up. make a couple of calls. everything will be settled - hopefully - before i head out to face the harshness of the real world for yet another day.