elections on 2 nov... yay yay, though i don have a role to play in voting..but, i can sit and watch tv the entire wednesday on the elections. which i think im gonna do, since ive got no more exams by then! yayayayay...

and ive decided to do good, so tt santa can get a heart attack for xmas( just kidding), and i'll be a nice help gg to the airport and reading all the notes, and helping hid. figure out the stuff she cant decipher. yups. visit mdm liew, go out for coffeebean br8fast,do a few miles, go for drivin lessons and read up and stuff ive been intending to, such as da vinci's code...yups. tt's my resoln for this wk.

hey Marke! hope ur gonna do fine for ur exams... relax k? im sure u'll do fine...

to hid, lyna, chinnyun, phyl, eve, those in the uni now? rem the lesson we learnt last yr, consistency, and im sure u'll all do fine, then we can go party again. hahaz...

been listening to 933fm abit( i know joyce, don scream), in a bid to improve my mandarin. not bad, i can understand quite a bit of the songs.. hahaha! so im improving eh? ( or was my standard not tt bad rom the beginning?)....
well, off studying, and spreading my pol. views agian... bye!

i know u're waiting for my confession.

i went window shopping with SB yesterday. we went into A/X, GUESS? at Paragon, then to celine, coach, LV, prada, loadsa loadsa nice loaded places... ahhaha! and i was like... u better pray i marry a rich dude i love a lot also( not cos of $$ of course), and u'll get to walk in like this and nobody will jiao bu qi wo man... and get a 70 bucks voucher for my wedding dinner, if not it's gonna be the $10.30 one...actually, i just walked in and just lived like ive really got the platinum card. look look, touch touch touch. it's strange, cos the girl at A/X who gave the funny look the last time? she din do anything. she somemore (faked) smile... ahah! i found my dream handbag! it's $109... pls pls pls... who's gonna be nice. get it for xmas for me k????

party.. maybe.. for andrew lim. it's a farewell thingy for him by 02 03 04 batches.

those of u who read this b4 i get to u. pls let me know whether u're on with it. tentatively. it's either 27/ 28 nov... pls spread the msg ok???

well. today i slacked and slacked and slacked. told u i wasnt going to do any major studying. cos i'm S.H.E.N.

boy am i gr8. ive got beyond the literal, and finally taken the step to really ignore pple tt turn me off...( not on ok? if u turn me on, that's another issue altogether) yups... sometimes im just too forgiving and pple just love taking advantage of that. hmmm... don u guys? well. those who are guilty shud know i guess... but if i haven realized tt yet, then good on yer i guess. Cheryl helped me clear my mind a bit on the issue, and so did, Sze Bim, and Charles( new person i've met), Dayah, Joyce, Marke. yups, thnx man, for helping me out...

driving lesson tmr. guess what i did last wk? i did reverse parking, and changing direction. yups... and i almost ran up the curb cos i wasnt focused enuf, scared the hell outta me. haah! more practice this wk... gonna have to find some extra practice somewhere. anyone nice enuf to take me out in their vehicles to some nice big deserted carpark where i can prac? hahaha! im kidding, i swear i can smell the perspiration coming... hahah!

then i'll go lunch with Sze Bim, maybe go see Topshop for awhile, and find sth nice for B.Y. for prom, and tell him abt it... See, told u study breaks arent abt studying rite? there's so much u can do during study breaks... hopefully i'll get to lunch with Joyce on Friday at airport, where she's working in a nice fancy restaurant in transit... gee gee gee... everyone's wallet's getting fatter, i need to work on mine now...

i have a proposition for u. save money on ur handphone bills by cutting ties with ur best bud.
sounds crazy? well, it could save u lots of cash on text messaging.
ive done just that recently. severed ties with my best guy buddy. well, ive come to realize tt ive been taken for a ride, and for granted.
now, most of us have trust in our friends. and as you have read my blog before, would realize that trust, loyalty are two very impt issues. which means, i don 'dump' people that easily. then why such an issue arose? well, examples calling for such a drastic move, shall be left unmentioned- kills more cells than replenish them making me remember really.
so on to more happie things. well, ive got killed at my Intro to communication principles paper today. if that's ur cup of happy news. thank god i only need 24 to scrap a pass, and rid myself of another possible 40 hours with my tutor. i just don get it. i quite like her, but her pms-ing ways just don go down too well... not even with a nice cup of macchiato. of course, i do hope miracles will happen and give me a good enuf grade to higher my GPA.
i just don get it. why must we waste our time studying when the real experience is out of class? yes yes, bore me with all ur education is impt to hone ur skills... yada yada yada. i know it's impt. however, if we don learn first hand to deal with issues now. we'd one day be as old as our parents and not be able to deal with them the way our brain works now.. i don know. and i'll never really know... for as my famous phrase goes... only time will tell...

~tired,wasted,spent... from ICP!( wtf were u thinking?)~

study wk.. yay!

but it doesn not necessarily mean we're doing what we're supposed to be doing. hahaha!

ooh. ive been looking at the house tt built a mini jacuzzi pool. no hotties yet. except an ahbeng with tattoos cleaning the pool. sigh...

been looking at the cocktail thingy. actually the sugar is sometimes added in vodka lime ( since some use cordial or added splenda? to it) to remove the sourness. see Joyce, i was right...so now... im gonna learn how to make a good margarita. i like the salt on lime thingy a lot actually...maybe we should all minus recipes for once, and just do sth with whatever we can find. hahahah! after my exams we experiment ok? whoever goes mad again like 250703 we'll throw them in the pool.hahah! wait. im fantasizing, since ive got nothing else to do.hahahah!

impt questions, am i nice? do i lead pple one? am i loyal? yups, hope to hear ur replies. just a general poll, cos i realized tt im not nice to pple whom ive built barriers against.

and sometimes i lead pple on by throwing smoke at them.

Mai said im loyal, which means in animal terms, i would be a dog, and grammatically correct terms, it would make me a bitch. hahaha! it's lame, but eh, it makes sense... oh well....

gonna be off... Johnny Wilkinson's laid off due in injury. hope the Aussies win the next world cup...

unbelievable... tt's the lee hom cd that SB lent me. it's really nice! ahhh...

i bought the robbie cd yesterday, ive been listening to it also. memories man. robbie's songs have led me thru such a long period of my life. i remembered listening to Angels when i was in sec 2 i think? and i was like... yeah, it's so true. haven heard it in ages, and when i heard it yesterday... those floods of memories came back. sec 2, roughest yr of my life actually. and it was really crap, but that song was like ' thru it all, she offers me protection, a lot of love and affection.' and y'know what? when i got into so much trouble, my two aunts helped me the most, when everyone din believe tt i could be partially right, they did...so if there's any song to describe them, it'd be Angels.

*ouch* something stuck in my eye, and ive got my contacts on... arghh arghh arghh...

you know what? i feel like im being excluded in certain things. like eh... where are u all gg? and it's like... hmmm... nvm... so yeah... but after yrs of practice, i think im used to it,and ive got lots of ego to chip off. so tt's why i like to take time out suddenly, cos it allows me to re-evaluate situations and all.

sigh, cant imagine when Joyce goes off to Aus. oh yeah, sorrie Joyce, my fren's in Monash, so er, yeah, you pple are like in opposite ends of Aus rite?hahah! so sorrie, tt ive lost contact with someone i know up in nsw.

i hate racism. how come racists are at certain times so got fcuk lucky tt they get scot free, whereas the 'democrats' serve time in place of them? where's the fcuk logic??? guess sometimes it's the bloody lawyer, who twists his tongue so well, i swear from a mile i know he's a good kisser...oh well, but life is always fair, someday it will come back to the originators...

thurs. today i went to itb, at 8am. earliest there man! and guess what she said tt as long as we turned up, regardless of the time, she'd give us an attendance mark. fwah? how come this nvr happened before till today? oh well... but hey... im a good student man... hahz...
dtp... tsk... screwed up, don ask. im preparing for OC and CD now...argh! i pay to do this!!! can u friggin' imagine? but i'm LOVIN' it!
this morning, aka last night, at 1 am, i came to the conclusion to say NO. tt i shall not be trampled over and be taken advantage of... or be taken for granted for tt matter! im not missing the pt altogether. let me say this once more, if u are tempted, and at the same time justify why ur with someone... IT'S NOT LOVE... im serious. doesnt take a genius to get it... but if u cant, then im sorrie, ur just as dumb as the last moron ive met ( ooh... maybe it's u...) so.. yup, ive decided to take the stand of AVOIDANCE.buddies don go beyond a certain pt, so ill stop wastin' my time... and help stop wastin' urs too... besides, avoidance can in some situations be the best solution... so i guess ill keep things this way... even if it's the expense of losing a fren... im sorrie, but i have to be decisive abt this whole thingy...

~ the only one i love is.. you: Lee Hom~

remind me nvr to blog in school, if i can. cos ive just realized tt i have to re-log in when i log out from school to blogger. argh! seriously, i need my own laptop, cos i have to do everything in school and then back home again, and i have to load stuff here. load stuff there...

im so pissed. can u just for fcuk's sake treat me as a girl? stop talking to me like i'm a dude ok? seriously. even then, u'd prolly get whacked speaking to a dude tt way anw. ' want to come come, don wanna come don come.' do i say tt to u??? i don. at least u know i'm pissed, goes to show u know how to read situations well... characteristic...

right, remind me also nvr to be buddies with a guy who's got a gf, cos he forgets tt there are other girls arnd. only ur name is female. other than tt, u fail to exist as a cha-bo, and end up being a guy... argh....

done with dtp. din know my printer at home could come up with such nice printing jobs. heh heh heh... so happie!!! hopefully i'll get the A for it... seems like i'm so screwed for ITB and ICP and OC, those i'll most likely fail to get an A. seems like out of 7 subs, i can only get one( CC, i think)... exams up next... study study... most likely go out this wednesday and thursday, and i'll start to rush everything within the next wk...2 CC assignments, the entire ICP and FOM books... sigh... pray i don get OC presentation this wk... *pray pray pray to every god possible*

~ pls forgive me, i cant stop loving u...~

happie today! we went down to imh to get started on REAL painting. Darrel, Haz, and Beng Yu are in my grp till sunday. managed to do the base coats for the walls... got interviewed by the corp comm from IMH. spoke to Aaron from SP corp comm, so i'm gonna have to finish the roll of film and mail him the pics and use the selected pics in our projects...
so a fun experience. seriously wouldnt think of gg in there, since pple always paint such a negtive image of imh. but hey! it's cool k? we shud break social prejudice, just as how we need to take it in our hands to ' break the prejudices tt we have against transvestites'( tt was from my oc proj).
hope all will turn out well, and we'll have nice shots taken( by me. hahah!) and get them published on FULLSTOP! hahz...

saw a grp of old ladies who wore spaghetti strapped tops and er, strapless bras and all. seriously, they are so SECURE! how i wish i'd be like tt at tt age... so cool. hahaha! of course, being secure in whatever i'm in... haha whatever it may be then...

sleepy sleepy... my eyes are closing....

today, b4 we had the Ad talk, Sharina was doing the fortune reading. my (apparent) results:
- 2 marriages, at 23 and 27( din say why i'll remarry)
- 3 kids ( eek! NO WAY)
- cute husband( really?)

gee gee gee... quite freaky eh?

anyway, i'm in the middle of contemplating a change of class... don ask me why. i'll tell if u ask... and... all the strings attached...

so... the party went well last night. i was on a high, though i felt tired. couldnt sleep till like 2ish. possibly because my energy level only started going up in the late afternoon.( trust me, the morning was good. i was like a wreck on two feet.) maybe one more before the yr's over, this time at clarrissa park.
Lyna was really cute. she was really darn interested in our lives.Cheryl got bf let me know ok? tell me ah! hahz. i don really need to tell her everything do i? but yups, she was really entertaining. possibly one of the very few who hasnt changed much, if not, at all...
i still like Mr Lim. it's a hard nut to crack, but well, he's fun to be arnd. hahah! Lyna tried to find gfs for him, and he was like, i'm looking arnd la. i don call those stupid sms hotlines to look for girls ok. i go out and look...
hahz!
so generally me is happie happie after last night. hopefully we'll haf another soon!!!

woah, din know tt the class doesnt really believe in reminisce.
right i'm not saying tt it's all good,in certain situations, it can be.
let me tell you why.
reminisce, enables u to speak of sth happy, since we usually do remember happy stuff a lot. it allows you to seek that temporary relief from reality, and revisit sth happy, making you feel a little better.
it also helps you to find ways and means to solve problems of today. certain things tt have happened in the past, provides you solns that you can work arnd to solve the current issues.
it also allows you to revist sth bad, learn from it, and eventually change what is presented before you now, and make you become a better person.
oh well, guess i'll keep my reminisce to myself, and whoever's interested...